For Cheyenne

Flooded by memories the tears begin to flow increasing the depth of pain that I must wade. Like lightning illuminating the sky, flashes of shared times lead me to the shore. Exhausted from the fight to keep from drowning in the pool of sadness that formed, I fall to the ground searching for peace as I drift to sleep. I wake up pretending to not remember the news I received, praying that it was all a dream. Getting up to face the day, I try to remember more tears will only chase you away. Walking outside I see that it's your smile that brightens the day.

Dreamin

I Dreamt of you again, each one always around the same time; early morning, perhaps your just awakening thinking of me, praying for me, picturing me lying next to you, recalling good morning greetings, as I have done. Seems like you never existed, then the memories live, breathing life into you, your heart beating to each moment you're remembered. I touched you, kissed you, I know you are real. Will we ever say goodbye? Each have had a turn running from the other. Must we continue unfinished?

Thoughts I Want To Share

Floating with the clouds, I look down at the earth knowing that everything I want is laying there waiting for me to claim it. So close my fingertips brush it, far enough away that I can't grasp it. I don't get my way, my frustration, anger and disappointment create the recipe for a storm. Lightning, thunder, strong winds and I drop to the ground with the rain. My view isn't as clear and I revert to earthly ways, full of fear. The sun peeks through and whispers that's not who you are or who you want to be. The warmth from the rays reach out to me and I regain the strength to keep striving towards my goal. To be who God has chosen me to be. Trapped inside beating on my enclosure to be released, screaming, why can't I be me? Everyday I go on following the same routine, waiting to be free.

A Mistake

A mistake is how I am described. That's good, little by little the Lord is opening my eyes. You are not interested in the way that I shine, so you throw me away for the sparkle of another kind. Left on the ground for another to find, you move to the next thing that caught your eye, then you see that I am what you and others search for, a rare Jewell comparable to none, the mistake was made in throwing me away.

Renewed

Can you look at me through eyes renewed?, Will you touch me with a different view?, Do you want to show me what Love can do?

Unashamed

Show your beauty unashamed

Wildflower it's time to bloom

Growth is the name of life

The pain your soil, the tears your water

Wildflower it's time to bloom

Spread your petals, sharing your smile

The pain your soil, the tears your water

Right back at the sun you shine

Spread your petals, sharing your smile

Others are envious, you have what they think they want

Right back at the sun you shine

The soil uncomfortable, the water salty

Others are envious, you have what they think they want

Growth is the name of life

The soil uncomfortable, the water salty

Show your beauty unashamed

Let's Go To Paradise

Warning ~ Only For The Grown And Sexy

Sweep me away with the strength of your arms, lead me to destinations I've never been, rub my softness while you kiss my neck starting the warmth you'll envelop yourself in; I'll caress you feeling you grow hard, take your hand and feel my body while I kiss your lips and taste your desire, let your tongue play on my nipples then suck them, making me moan, lift my hips and position your dick over my clit, gently grind then slide inside; I'll wrap my legs around you, grab my soft ass firmly and move in and out; the anticipation of each motion making our hearts beat a little faster, knowing that the feeling will improve and exceed the one before, spiraling us to the stars, where we slowly come down, landing gently in paradise. Our explorations there will keep us occupied. Take my hand and walk with me together let's go